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Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Fear, enclosures and the beach...bullets because i am distracted by life...


*we went down to the beach where J spent his summers as a child- this weekend of memorials.


apt?


*I can't get through a parade anymore without crying and raising up the peace sign in my heart. My dad was in the Navy during Vietnam, and I can't actually raise the peace sign for fear of anything that could be interpreted as 'nonsupport' for the people who do that job. BUT IT IS UP, UP


UP.


(for all of us)




*I am using a thimble. how damn cool is that? I'm actually using it. and it was in my closet, and it was grammie's thimble. did you know that fingers sweat in thimbles, did you know that fingers can sweat? i, for one, did not.


i'm not even sure there are sweat glands there.


nonetheless.




*i want to be famous. i do not want to be famous.




*my boys are both asleep in the bed while a spider is keeping me from doing laundry with my new dryer. a spider is making me crazy and making a mockery of technological advance.


damn arachnids...




*the roses are still going strong. they make me want to shout.

*yesterday i screamed, "i am not yelling" . made me feel very good about myself, really.... shrug and wince.

2 comments:

Still Life With Coffee said...

having two boys has cured me of my fear of spiders and all bugs. Just wait....

Jen said...

I cannot tell you how happy I became when I read the bullet "yesterday i screamed, "i am not yelling" . made me feel very good about myself, really.... shrug and wince." This is priceless! The fact that you recognized it is well, enlightened.