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Tuesday, June 2, 2009

wahwah wonder

Not only am i getting frown lines- but i'm turning into a whiner. and a crap one, at that. I've lost my new england stoicism and am weeping all the time as I move about the day.











what the hell is going on? I'm going to put beautiful pictures in, some of my kids a long time ago. . there is a hell of a lot of beauty in my days and I'm fucking goddamned tired of not being swayed and swooned by what there is.. and what there has been.

Look at my grandmother. with my sister and with my son. Look at her. Harriet.

Keep going . Get my own goddamned fierce back. enough with the crying already.






maybe I should get my ass to church. maybe turn my hearing aid off and sit in forced meditation.

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