HubsJ

HubsJ and I are no more.  No matter what will be in the future, what is past... has ended.  He is going to live somewhere else as of this weekend.  It is a terrible horror, and hope lies in all the change, but first we have to get through it.  don't nobody ever let you believe that this is not a nauseating freefall of pain and sadness.  three kids and a good fifteen years.




I read in 'The Sun' magazine an amazing article about a man who was a pediatric oncologist. so, sit with that one for a bit, and imagine his worklife. and he said that he had lost his faith at one time, that he was still an athiest as far as that God went, but that he was ever seeking a new belief, in a new God and a new relationship with his faith and understanding, and this gave me hope and a new understanding of some of the things turning about over here.  we'll see.