Instigator

I feel, essentially, like the instigator of this drama.  It is a trick, of course.  ALL the words, feel, instigator, even drama, and the lie of 'essentially'.  there is no truth boiled down, and the tangle of truths is singularly complex.

heh. see what i did there.  i failed college philosophy. well, not really, but i was really shite at it, felt like it was layer upon layer of nothing. not that what i said up there is nothing, but man.
layer upon layer.