Whats knockin' around in there... melodrama and delicate matters...

*If the sun rising is the only promise we are given... what then?


*All the shells on the beaches, with the broken hinges? are those wings lost at sea?

*the kids are off at school, how do i feed myself without a witness? and i mean it literally, food-wise, and figuratively, spirit-wise.
*some people say fear is a real motivator.  not me.  its a damn refrigerator in my path.
*hummingbirds.
*ripe tomatoes.
*sleeping babies.
*tomato worms are a complete travesty of design. i love me some brachonid wasps and i feel guilty for it. (this is a gardener talking.)
*i have written in my journal lately, and it seems that i can still be thoughtful.  took me a while.
*i don't even include my almost-two year old with my 'kids', most of the time.  she is separate, somehow. gender, age, ability, expectation, etc. Wonder what will become of that...

*seagulls can feel threatening.
*salt is best when it comes on the air.
*schoolbuses make the best noises.
*started the community website. have been distracted. want to look? www.welovewestport.net