I met a man.

and what I am here to tell you, is that I am not ready to meet a man.  I was hardly able to make eye contact, was flooded with relief when I saw him in the room, and otherwise spent a lot of time avoiding being in his presence.

This is the era I find myself in.

so, just so you know.  I am not ready for this era, but am trying to do what some may call 'flow' and I call freaking out at multiple levels.

It is part of all that I am trying to accept these days. The whammy of j's new love, and utter quit of me. The creation of an intimacy-less relationship?

I don't know, man.

Evidently, I am much slower to move than I had thought.

Call me slug.