it seems that with the constant interruption of children and life's 'duties' that posting will be piecemeal , some days with minutes to spare and others with none. how to redefine an expression of personality? I've checked into my chakras, relaxed, reset my chakric flows, worked on some sacral chants and all for the better. although what you see when you look is a beleagured housewife who has begun to cook things other than spaghetti and chicken nuggets. and i got my husband a cat. not necessarily a fantastic change. trying so fucking hard to expand my daily. and what of the wifely ? i'm not at all sure that such an aspect exists. and i certainly don't know how to address it if it does. which chakra is that? love? how can it be love when it is so inextricable from duty? clearly, i am not a fount of wifely love these days. thinking much more about how to get through each day than how to provide love for another adult. wishing very very regularly for some compassion to receive and give and grow more full in. . .