|My ten year old made rainbow. he must be learning about grids at school. I am going over it with oils... shared creating...|
- i've been ashamed i haven't been making more stuff, expressing more joy through the color, and the make... on top of the shame i have felt in my own personal home life. shame for the life i was living and for the constancy of my hope in the face of no-hope. lots of shame. SHAAAAAME. it was such a long time. how long will it take to unravel itself?
so, now that that is moving slowly into a past tense, now what?
2. lots of women get divorce tattoos, evidently. should i ? of what? formless, over here. waiting for inspiration, or not, as the case may be.
3. i read this: in order to shed light, one must be prepared to burn.
i feel very teenagery these days, because i am in something of the same position, forming who i want to be in the face of a wide-open vista. with the added limbs of children and place.... how do i go forward, all Ganesh-d out?