One time ...

when i was pregnant with my first child, i went to the grocery store to get healthy food, for us, the newly beginning family.  i came home with a pound of beef and a carrot. i was thoroughly overloaded and about as indecisive as i think i ever could be. 
J still laughs about that. 
today is hot, i dragged my two out of the house and away from a neighborhood playmate to the postoffice to mail out an overdue birthday present which is made irrelevant by now, ho well, and then to the grocery.  i bought a melon, some carrots, tofu and a bag of peaches.
this is the space i am in. 
i am so longing for a snowday, i cannot even tell you.
i will miss the peaches desperately.
but the quiet stillness of a room without fans humming is something to inhale.  and then, there are the sweaters.

ah.
i need some subject suggestions, because of the melon shopping expedition. i am clearly adrift.