Jonesing for some Ice Cream.

I'm not really sure if thats the appropriate spelling for jonesing... should it be jonsing? joansing? too much flexibility with this damn english. if i had another to switch to , i would. right now.

but really. I'm not a fanatical ice cream eater, its a rare pleasure, but today is flippin hot and i've been to the dump and my kid is asleep and i have a lot to do that doesn't involve this here timesuck and there are people coming to 'see the house' tonight as well as an overnight convalescer and I AM IN NEED OF SOME COLD BEVERAGE.  but by beverage, i mean ICE CREAM.

really.
my mind is on pause and my fingers are still going.  this town does not have town trash pickup. and i have to bring my trash to the dump in an old chevy impala which usually has kids in it. Today I just brought the recycling because it is so flipping hot that I am SCARED to look into the trashcan without a hazmat suit on and I am SCARED to put it in my car trunk... I may never be able to use it again. literally.

really.
oh dear god, i dread the trash. I do have gloves and I will wear clothing free to be burned. we will see.

keep me in your prayers these days (for reasons other than the trash, I swear) because I need some bolstering. crazy life.
crazy.