Sunday, February 26, 2012

PMS would end the world if men had it..don't you think?

its true. imagine the redbuttons pressed all over the world every month? kablooey Denmark, I hate your smug attitude! 
take that, you damned Spaniards, how can you stand your own smoldering ?

and as easy as that, kablooey.

I had a good week with the kids.  the rest of it? holy mackerel.  an exploding relationship, a dinnerparty shrinkage, lost dollars, very suckworthy marital strife.  and we lost another cat! the wind blew open the door and one got out and hasn't come back yet.  Her sister is here, eerily calm, so I am trying to follow her lead, whether it be hope or acceptance.  I don't think I'm going to get anymore animals for awhile.  It is clearly not how I am meant to fill the house.  So the vacation went well, was full of go-fish and mostly happy kids, but now?
If I had a red button, I'd have locked myself in the bathroom to keep from blowing up Denmark.
Because I've been through this, I know I will come out on the other side. It doesn't mean it doesn't suck, I just know there is an end.

I need bath after bath and a nap and some very quiet alone time. I am flooded with sadness.  Look for a list soon, i tell you.  and macaroni and cheese .... chocolate. . . bath bath bathe...
onions, mushrooms, some sort of gravy.  chocolate. 

(not all at once, mind you... just in stages, served to me slowly while i bathe... think of it as saving the world.... ) dig?